2026-04-05

I have not been writing for the past couple of months. actually didn't write anything this whole year, and that's reflected in my reading habits. AI is wreaking havoc these days, and I can't decide what I should do to survive. When reflecting why I have not started my own thing or product development. All the fingers can point out to one thing. i have plans, ideas every other thing but I am not acting upon any of those things. simply i have no actions. That's why I am failing all the way since I started my work, and most dangerouly i am using the credibility from the people around me due to this because i saying that i will do it but the end of the day i am not doing it and i will keep postponing all the work. This is not going good to me. i have lost the previous team that i am working with because of this, and this rate i am going to miss the current team also.